24 December 2008

in the early morning

when you wake each other up
coughing like you might not make the afternoon
you keep the curtains closed
and carry off a conversation
but you both know that it's still far too soon
to say
you'll be OK
la la la la la
-"Smokers in Love" by The Lucksmiths

it's seven thirty nine AM and i am dead. this is the third morning in a row that i've had to get up at five forty five and before this, i had not woken up before eight forty five since the beginning of summer when i worked at the bakery.

i miss being the bus barista...the bus opens at some wonderful hour like eleven or eleven thirty during the winter.

so this morning i am not my springy happy self. i'm not even sure where i left my "self" but i'm drinking plenty of caffeine so that i can perhaps find her. i just indulged in a bagel and cream cheese for breakfast and now i'm watching the sun come up and the early morning traffic drive by. i think the sun is feeling a little sluggish today, too. it feels like she's taking longer than usual.

well, it's christmas eve. i wish i was one of the few and the proud to have today off. but the bean is open for the people who have to work and shop today. i've had a whopping TWO customers so far and i think the rest of the day is going to prove to be about as busy.

okay now i've had three.

i am grateful for everyone who comes in here and simply wants brewed coffee. i had a fight with the espresso machine this morning and we still haven't made up. he bit me and i haven't forgiven him.

today when i go home i'm making a tiramisu for christmas dessert. nom. coffee desserts are my favorites.

TOMORROW i will be posting a short story of mine. it is christmas afterall, and this is a story very dear to kim and i.

so happy christmas everybody. enjoy your elves.

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